SecretPoetry

my heart doesn't hurt anymore,

at least not when i see your pictures.

i'm glad, but rather regretful.

 

..we could've had something so special.

 

 

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 22:32 | link | comments |

she's coming back for me.

its not the first time this has happened.

its been a year and some odd months.

i dont remember waiting this long, but that must mean its bound to happen soon.

its in the odds for us to run into each other.

and when we do, it'll be like new.

we'll start again and ill remind you just how wonderful you are and how youre my world.

just when i thought id hit the bottom, when i thought id lost you.

you come and bring me right back up.

it'll be sooner than i think, it always was.

its been a year and some odd months.

shes coming back for me.

shes coming back..

 

                                                        ...right?

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 02:02 | link | comments |

new love can heal old wounds.

at least temporarily, so it seems.

i've met someone and she kisses like i do.

we stop in the midst, our foreheads meet, with eyes closed.

to take it all in.

 

i dont believe this is true love.

but time is a truthgiver, and i, waiting patiently.

 

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 22:13 | link | comments |

just browsing photographs.

of a once love, still a healing wound.

my heart skipped a beat.

it really shouldnt have.

 

i want so badly to move on.

no, i have moved on, i suppose just not far enough..

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 03:35 | link | comments |

she's incredibly beautiful.

we've only spoken but a few words.

i made it a point to let her know just how beautiful she is,

in just those few words.

 

today, i experienced her laughter.

her laugh was magical, like a love song.

memories of pablo's "your laughter",

in just a simple laugh.

 

she's absolutley captivating.

catch me before the concussion.

 

 

 

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 02:33 | link | comments |

your eyes

tell lies

i never thought it could be

off all things false, you

i never thought it to be true

i look at the deep deep sky blue

and i think,

i never ever knew you

i never ever even knew you.

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 07:27 | link | comments |

the saline is surfacing.

my heart muscle trembles.

my own words echo in my head.

i will not cry.i will not cry.i will not cry.

 

 

a salty taste hits my lips.

 

how weak.

 

 

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 06:32 | link | comments (1) |

this crazy inner chaos

and i feel like i could cry

my eyes act like a dam

i check my undereye, still dry

a mess of conflicting emotion

and a blur of wishful thought

i havent lost everything i have

just everything i had sought

this intense connection

this intangible vain

keeps me connected to you

makes sure i stay insane

 

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 04:46 | link | comments |

I never asked for fake friends.

The awkward stage after so-called love.

I just don't have the heart to sever these memories.

I've done everything I could to let go.

There is one option that still stares me in the face.

Especially when there's a sharp object in the room.

But I can't. I won't.

There's still a chance I might live.

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 02:26 | link | comments |

A mission, a personal goal set to accomplish.

[Buzzed. Careless.]

She just came up to me, a first.

[Surprised. Flattered.]

It wasn't about talking, it was all about dancing.

[Close. Sexual.]

I closed my eyes, took in the lights, the smell, the feeling.

[Intense. Exciting.]

Somehow, someway, a kiss.

[Emotionless. Accomplished.]

But still I found myself looking for you.

[Searching. Hoping.]

Posted by: watchingtheworld at 02:17 | link | comments |